Siensssss

Arghhhhhhh....
These few days has been a very boring day for me...
I mean when I'm alone >.<
Just so moody la...

Don't know what is wrong with my mind.
What should I think?
What should I do?
Who should I look for?
I think I'm lost in this world!

I just want to distract my mind,
from thinking all those things!
I want to do something,
but not alone.

I do have fun in the past few days.
Have a good laugh!
(Mickey Mouse?? Cute ma!!!)
Just can't stop laughing!
(guess I was too stress)

Guess, what I want to do,
it won't set me free.
For me to forget it!

Everything has changed.
The things I see have changed.
I have changed.

Now, I'm just
a nice looking apple,
no one knows if is sweet or sour or rotten!
Or
a beautifully design and decorated story book,
no one will know if is a happy or sad ending!

Feel kinda tired,
but I do not want to sleep.
I'm restless!
Sleep and don't feel like waking up.
Just do not want to think about it,
when I open my eyes.

But I know,
I can not just give up
or
run away with it.

I think this is what it meant to 'go forward'
and never give up.
Everyone is supporting me.
I know I will make it.

Sleeping Off,
Ciaoz laz Dudez!